I'm taking it from the start.

" You feel the pain, you deserve the pain, Nisa. "

Okay, act, taktau nak post apa. Just rasa macam bosan, terus sign in blog. Hmm, semua orang rajin update blog diaorg oh. Nisa pelik, diorg setiap kali nak post mesti ada tajuk or main point dia, but bila time Nisa nak update, punyalah pecah kepala nak fikir main point post. heh. -.-

Sebenarnya, I have a BIG BIG BIG problem now. and I don't even know how to settle it without involving the others. Nisa yang cari pasal pi hantar "Hi, please call me back. " kat sorang budak ni. Then, dia call ah, kitaorg otp about 45 min. Macam2 benda kitaorg cakap kot. Then harituh, Paan text Nisa, "Saya memang suka awak call2 dengan kawan saya." peh, tersentap baca text tuh. Malam tuh Paan call, ingatkan dia marah, act tak pun. Then, Nisa tanya psal text tuh, siapa yang Paan maksudkan dgn "kawan saya". Paan tak jawab. At last, dia bgi tau Nisa, yang kawan dia tuh bgtau dia sendiri, Nisa ingatkan budak yang Nisa otp 45 min tuh.Punyalah lurus Nisa ni, terus honest dgn dia ckap Nisa curang dgn Paan, Nisa otp dgn budak nih, budak tuh lah. Teruk kan Nisa ? weeeeeell. -.- then semalam budak yang otp dgn Nisa dia hantar text ni,

"Nisa, if nisa still in relationship , please cakap awal2. I've done a big mistake by calling you. Sorry kacau. Be loyal to Paan, okay ? I'm sorry, please forgive me."

"Nisa jangan break dengan Paan, tolonglah, pleasee ? ******* tanak jadi penyebab korang perpecah okay ? Sorry for everything. Dah, kbye."

Seriously, I'm crying after read the text. Damn. Memang Nisa dgn Paan dah break, but Paan tak boleh accept benda ni. Dia still admit yg kitaorg still together. Yeah, I still love him and because of it I want to let him go. Nisa tau, Paan ada cakap something dgn budak tuh, budak tuh rasa bersalah terus lah text nisa yang atas tdi tuh. At the same time, Paan text Nisa, yang dia kata dia tengah marah. Nisa risau suruh dia call Nisa, but he's not doing it. Dia kata " If I feel like I want to call you, I'll call you." At the whole night I'm waiting for his call but he's not call me even text me to say goodnight. -.-Dang it. Then, sampai sekarang dia langsung tak text Nisa or call Nisa. Hm, I don't know what should I do right now. So, that's it. Nisa akan cuba cari jalan to solve this problem. Ohh, btw, sorry for all my wrongdoings. Korang tayah terasa pape keh ? kbai.